yeppers

So I am sitting on my bed eating an orange thinking about my past few weeks and my day. Honestly it felt like I blinked and the day was over. Where did it go? Anyways with a little Taylor Swift rocking, I suddenly thought man, I haven't listened to country music in like a month. I went on a country music fast and didn't even know it! Home has been on my mind lately, when I think of home I think of lakes, canoeing, green trees, and fresh air. Since my parents moved to MN that's where my mind goes. Until tonight when I switched on the country music all the thoughts of tractors, fields, and the amazing smell of cow manure came back in my mind. It'll do that to you I guess. Fathers heart is the topic this week. I am sitting in on Thursday lecture, I'm super stoked! Get some lovin' on!
So I'm not gonna lie, so far this school it has been a real growing experience. I have some major growing pains but you know God always delivers and gives me more strength than I know what to do with! He takes what I can't handle and helps me with the rest. Like in cooking people ask me all the time "How do you do this when you're only 21? & I don't know how you do this?!" My answer is always the same, I just do what I can and God blesses me in the rest. Most people think I'm older than I am, not by how I look but by how I act. It is a compliment when people are like I thought you were 25. But I think I'm at the age now where it's good to be my age, I don't want to be younger or older just content with where I am. It is amazing how God uses people though, when I think of the people that are in the different positions here and how most of us have little to no experience. Which is good because that's where the grace for one another comes in. When you're all in the same boat you might as well embrace the fact that we all have our learners plates on!
Anyways folks these are just random thoughts on my mind.... scary I know... (not really)